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Chocolate definitely does help

They say that chocolate releases serotonin (the happy stuff) and I am very inclined to agree. I'm sitting here right now with a bowl of ice cream, even though its wetter outside than Hugh Hefner and its colder than a nuns vagina. It feels good eating things that taste good. I always find in a hard time eating stuff I enjoy makes it better. Although often in these times I don't want to eat or it's hard, making myself have something I usually enjoy creates a break of sunlight in the darkness.

Even though this may seem weird there is an enjoyment of being snuggled up in my favourite baggy jumper all warm eating cold ice cream it reminds me of the great cosy nights under a blanket and the hot summer days where you holla down the ice cream van like some ice cream addict and then have the heartbreak when a 99 isn't 99p anymore and its more like £3. When lets be honest, in ASDA (other supermarkets are available) you could get a whole tub for that price, the good shit anyways not the stuff that's like water ft chocolate flavour, yeah i'm talking about you smartprice. that choice in ice cream certainly isn't smart.

You'll come to find that I diverge often into little stories because my mind wanders a lot with a somewhat negative attitude to things that I find idiotic. This sometimes makes me wonder that those who have a higher level of self awareness and social awareness have the price of mental illness or struggle because this world is dumb as shit half the time and a large quantity of people in it are too. But then if everyone liked each other it would be boring ?! and well there'd be nothing to bitch about, so a lot of people would be bored and boredom leads to bad decisions, but so does Gin and I wont stop drinking that shit, its too good. Mix it with fresh apple juice, thank me later.


Rosie X

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